Christians, I'm telling the truth; please help

A lot of people have been listening to my terrible story over the last several hours and have said to me, "If this is true..." It makes me think that my story sounds unbelievable, like I'm a troll or something. So on top of the trauma of getting damp dishrag answers from all of you, I also get this incredulity, which is like a knife in my chest. How can I convince you guys that I'm telling the truth? Want to see the records of my 20 years of therapy that I've been in, trying to deal with this? Please answer, or tell me how I can convince you that I'm telling the truth.