I am absolutely terrified that hell is there waiting for me. I cannot love Yahweh. Why can't any of you understand that? Is it because you've never been tortured? Let me tell you, when your dad tortures you, you find out real quick that you can't love him, but you can sure fear him and beg him for mercy. All I'm asking for is a little bit of mercy. I thought that maybe you guys would talk to Yahweh about it, because I'm sick to death of begging him about it, just like I had to beg my dad. Or no, it was my mom I had to beg. Or no, I never actually begged. I just screamed my head off. That's sort of like begging. Never mind.
Or maybe one of you has some nice spin on a bible verse that might help me to get some relief from this fear.
After some silly answers, I felt compelled to post this:
After some more silly answers, I felt compelled to post this:
But listening to the answers you guys are coming up with, I'm having a very similar experience to that from the other night. You guys are not making your god proud.
Best answer, posted by "kl":
I'm sorry you're feeling so out of sorts.
Attach myself to God. Like I could attach myself to my dad and get him to teach me to learn to love him, while he tortures and abuses me. Forget me for a second. Say I'm going to heaven. What about the others? What about my sisters whom dad tortured? Should I love him and ignore them? He's evil.